Her adventure in the hyper-spatial tube had taught Kathryn Kinnison much.
Realizing her inadequacy and knowing what to do about it, she drove her speedster at
high velocity to Arisia. Unlike the -Second-Stage Lensmen, she did not even slow down
as she approached the planet's barrier; but, as one sure of her welcome, merely threw
out ahead of her an identifying thought.
"Ah, daughter Kathryn, again you are in time." Was there, or was there not, a
trace of emotion—of welcome, even of affection?—in that usually utterly emotionless
thought? "Land as usual."
She neutralized her controls as she felt the mighty beams of the landing-engine
take hold of her little ship. During previous visits she had questioned nothing—this time
she was questioning everything. Was she landing, or not? Directing her every force
inwardly, she probed her own mind to its profoundest depths. Definitely, she was her
own mistress throughout—no conceivable mind could take hers over so tracelessly. As
definitely, then, she was actually landing.
She landed. The ground on which she stepped was real. So was the automatic
flyer—neither plane nor helicopter— which whisked her from the spaceport to her
familiar destination, an unpretentious residence in the grounds of the immense hospital.
The graveled walk, the flowering shrubs, and the indescribably sweet and pungent
perfume were real; as were the tiny pain and the drop of blood which resulted when a
needle-sharp thorn pierced her incautious finger.
Through automatically-opening doors she made her way into the familiar,
comfortable, book-lined room which was Mentor's study. And there, at his big desk,
unchanged, sat Mentor. A lot like her father, but older—much older. About ninety, she
had always thought, even though he didn't look over sixty. This time, however, she
drove a probe—and got the shock of her life. Her thought was stopped—cold—not by
superior mental force, which she could have taken unmoved, but by a seemingly
ordinary thought-screen, and her fast-disintegrating morale began visibly to crack.
"Is all this—are you—real, or not?" she burst out, finally. "If it isn't, I'll go mad!"
"That which you have tested—and I—are real, for the moment and as you
understand reality. Your mind in its present state of advancement cannot be deceived
concerning such elementary matters."
"But it all wasn't, before? Or don't you want to answer that?"
"Since the knowledge will affect your growth, I will answer. It was not. This is the
first time that your speedster has landed physically upon Arisia."
The girl shrank, appalled. "You told me to come back when I found out that I
didn't know it all," she finally forced herself to say. "I learned that in the tube; but I didn't
realize until just now that I don't know anything. Is there any use, Mentor, in going on
with me?" she concluded, bitterly.
"Much," he assured her. "Your development has been eminently satisfactory, and
your present mental condition is both necessary and sufficient."
"Well, I'll be a spr . . ." Kathryn bit off the expletive and frowned. "What were you
doing to me before, then, when I thought I got everything?"
"Power of mind," he informed her. "Sheer power, and penetration, and control.
Depth, and speed, and all the other factors with which you are already familiar."
"But what was left? I know there is—lots of it—but I can't imagine what."
"Scope," Mentor replied, gravely. "Each of those qualities and characteristics
must be expanded to encompass the full sphere of thought. Neither words nor thoughts
can give any adequate concept of what it means; a practically wide-open two-way will
be necessary. This cannot be accomplished, daughter, in the adolescent confines of
your present mind; therefore enter fully into mine."
She did so: and after less than a minute of that awful contact slumped, inert and
boneless, to the floor.
The Arisian, unchanged, unmoved, unmoving, gazed at her until finally she
began to stir.
"That . . . father Mentor, that was . . ." She blinked, shook her head savagely,
fought her way back to full consciousness. "That was a shock."
"It was," he agreed. "More so than you realize. Of all the entities of your
Civilization, your brother and now you are the only ones it would not kill instantly. You
now know what the word 'scope' means, and are ready for your last treatment, in the
course of which I shall take your mind as far along the road of knowledge as mine is
capable of going."
"But that would mean . . . you're implying . . . But my mind can't be superior to
yours, Mentor! Nothing could be, possibly—it's sheerly, starkly unthinkable!"
"But true, daughter, nevertheless. While you are recovering your strength from
that which was but the beginning of your education, I will explain certain matters
previously obscure. You have long known, of course, that you five children are not like
any others. You have always known many things without having learned them. You
think upon all possible bands of thought. Your senses of perception, of sight, of hearing,
of touch, are so perfectly merged into one sense that you perceive at will any possible
manifestation upon any possible plane or dimension of vibration. Also, although this
may not have occurred to you as extraordinary, since it is not obvious, you differ
physically from your fellows in some important respects. You have never experienced
the slightest symptom of physical illness; not even a headache or a decayed tooth. You
do not really require sleep. Vaccinations and inoculations do not 'take*. No pathogenic
organism, however virulent; no poison, however potent. . ."
"Stop, Mentor!" Kathryn gasped, turning white. "I can't take it—you really mean,
then, that we aren't human at all?"
"Before going into that I should give you something of background. Our Arisian
visualizations foretold the rise and fall of galactic civilizations long before any such
civilizations came into being. That of Atlantis, for instance. I was personally concerned
in that, and could not stop its fall." Mentor was showing emotion now; his thought was
bleak and bitter.
"Not that I expected to stop it," he resumed. "It had been known for many cycles
of time .that the final abatement of the opposing force would necessitate the
development of a race superior to ours in every respect.
"Blood lines were selected in each of the four strongest races of this that you
know as the First Galaxy. Breeding programs were set up, to eliminate as many as
possible of their weaknesses and to concentrate all of their strengths. ' From your
knowledge of genetics you realize the magnitude of the task; you know that it would
take much time uselessly to go into the details of its accomplishment. Your father and
your mother were the penultimates of long—very long—lines of mating; their
reproductive cells were such that in their fusion practically every gene carrying any trait
of weakness was rejected. Conversely, you carry the genes of every trait of strength
ever known to any member of your human race. Therefore, while in outward seeming
you are human, in every factor of importance you are not; you are even less human
than am I myself."
"And just how human is that?" Kathryn flared, and again her most penetrant
probe of force flattened out against the Arisian's screen.
"Later, daughter, not now. That knowledge will come at the end of your
education, not at its beginning."
"I was afraid so." She stared at the Arisian, her eyes wide and hopeless;
brimming, in spite of her efforts at control, with tears. "You're a monster, and I am . . . or
am going to be—a worse one. A monster . . . and I'll have to live a million years . . .
alone . . . why? Why, Mentor, did you have to do this to me?"
"Calm yourself, daughter. The shock, while severe, will pass. You have lost
nothing, have gained much."
"Gained? Bah!" The girl's thought was loaded with bitterness and scorn. "I've lost
my parents—I'll still be a girl long after they have died. I've lost every possibility of ever
really living. I want love—and a husband—and children— and I can't have any of them,
ever. Even without this, I've never seen a man I wanted, and now I can't ever love
anybody. I don't want to live a million years, Mentor— especially alone!" The thought
was a veritable wail of despair.
"The time has come to stop this muddy, childish thinking." Mentor's thought,
however, was only mildly reproving. "Such a reaction is only natural, but your
conclusions are entirely erroneous. One single clear thought will show you that you
have no present psychic, intellectual, emotional, or physical need of a complement."
"That's true . . ." wonderingly. "But other girls of my age . . ."
"Exactly," came Mentor's dry rejoinder. "Thinking of yourself as an adult of Homo
Sapiens, you were judging yourself by false standards. As a matter of fact, you are an
adolescent, not an adult. In due time you will come to love a man, and he you, with a
fervor and depth which you at present cannot even dimly understand."
"But that still leaves my parents," Kathryn felt much better. "I can apparently age,
of course, as easily as I can put on a hat . . . but I really do love them, you know, and it
will simply break mother's heart to have all her daughters turn out to be—as she
thinks—spinsters."
"On that point, too, you may rest at ease. I am taking care of that Kimball and
Clarrissa both know, without knowing how they know it, that your life cycle is
tremendously longer than theirs. They both know that they will not live to see their
grandchildren. Be assured, daughter, that before they pass from this cycle of existence
into the next—about which I know nothing—they shall know that all is to be supremely
well with their line; even though, to Civilization at large, it shall apparently end with you
Five."
"End with us? What do you mean?"
"You have a destiny, the nature of which your mind is not yet qualified to receive.
In due time the knowledge shall be yours. Suffice it now to say that the next forty or fifty
years will be but a fleeting hour in the span of life which is to be yours. But time, at the
moment, presses. You are now fully recovered and we must get on with this, your last
period of study with me, at the end of which you will be able to bear the fullest, closest
impact of my mind as easily as you have heretofore borne full contact with your sisters'.
Let us proceed with the work."
They did so. Kathryn took and survived those shattering treatments, one after
another, emerging finally with a mind whose power and scope can no more be
explained to any mind below the third level than can the general theory of relativity be
explained to a chimpanzee.
"It was forced, not natural, yes," the Arisian said, gravely, as the girl was about to
leave. "You are many millions of your years ahead of your natural time. You realize,
however, the necessity of that forcing. You also realize that I can give you no more
formal instruction. I will be with you or on call at all times; I will be. of aid in crises; but in
larger matters your further development is in your own hands."
Kathryn shivered. "I realize that, and it scares me clear through . . . especially
this coming conflict, at which you hint so vaguely. I wish you'd tell me at least something
about it, so I can get ready for it!"
"Daughter, I can't." For the first time in Kathryn's experience, Mentor the Arisian
was unsure. "It is certain that we have been on time; but since the Eddorians have
minds of power little if any inferior to our own, there are many details which we cannot
derive with certainty, and to advise you wrongly would be to do you irreparable harm. All
I can say is that sufficient warning will be given by your learning, with no specific effort
on your part and from some source other than myself, that there does in fact exist a
planet named 'Floor*—a name which to you is now only a meaningless symbol. Go
now, daughter Kathryn, and work."
Kathryn went; knowing that the Arisian had said all that he would say. In truth, he
had told her vastly more than she had expected him to divulge; and it chilled her to the
marrow to think that she, who had always looked up to the Arisians as demi-gods of
sorts, would from now on be expected to act as their equal—in some ways, perhaps, as
their superior! As her speedster tore through space toward distant Klovia she wrestled
with herself, trying to shake her new self down into a personality as well integrated as
her old one had been. She had not quite succeeded when she felt a thought.
"Help! I am in difficulty with this, my ship. Will any entity receiving my call and
possessing the tools of a mechanic please come to my assistance? Or, lacking such
tools, possessing a vessel of power sufficient to tow mine to the place where I must
immediately go?"
Kathryn was startled out of her introspective trance. That thought was on a
terrifically high band; one so high that she knew of no race using it, so high that an
ordinary human mind could not possibly have either sent or received it. Its phraseology,
while peculiar, was utterly precise in definition —the mind behind it was certainly of
precisionist grade. She, acknowledged upon the stranger's wave, and sent out a locator.
Good—he wasn't far 'away. She flashed toward the derelict, matched intrinsics at a safe
distance, and began scanning, only to encounter a spy-ray block around the whole
vessel! To her it was porous enough—but if the creature thought that his screen was
tight, let him keep on thinking so. It was his move.
"Well, what are you waiting for?" The thought fairly snapped. "Come close, so
that I may bring you in."
"Not yet," Kathryn snapped back. "Cut your block so that I can see what you are
like. I carry equipment for many environments, but I must know what yours is and equip
for it before I can come aboard. You will note that my screens are down."
"Of course. Excuse me—I supposed that you were one of our own"—there came
the thought of an unspellable and unpronounceable name—"since none of the lower
orders can receive our thoughts direct. Can you equip yourself to come aboard with
your tools?"
"Yes." The stranger's light was fierce stuff; ninety-eight percent of its energy
being beyond the visible. His lamps were beam-held atomics, nothing less: but there
was very little gamma and few neutrons. She could handle it easily enough, she
decided, as she finished donning her heat-armor and a helmet of practically opaque,
diamond-hard plastic.
As she was wafted gently across the intervening space upon a pencil of force,
Kathryn took her first good look at the precisionist himself—or herself. She—it—looked
something like a Dhilian, she thought at first. There was a squat, powerful, elephantine
body with its four stocky legs; the tremendous double shoulders and enormous arms;
the domed, almost immobile head. But there the resemblance ended. There was only
one head—the thinking head, and that one had no eyes and was not covered with bone.
There was no feeding head—the thing could neither eat nor breathe. There was no
trunk. And what a skin!
It was worse than a hide, really—worse even than a Martian's. The girl had never
seen anything like it. It was incredibly thick, dry, pliable; filled minutely with cells of a
liquid-gaseous something which she knew to be a more perfect insulator even than the
fibres of the tegument itself.
"R-T-S-L-Q-P." She classified the creature readily enough to six places, then
stopped and wrinkled her forehead. "Seventh place—that incredible skin—what? S? R?
T? It would have to be R . . .
"You have the requisite tools, I perceive," the creature greeted Kathryn as she
entered the central compartment of the strange speedster, no larger than her own. "I
can tell you what to do, if . . ."
"I know what to do." She unbolted the cover, worked deftly with wrenches and
cable and splicer and torch, and in ten minutes was done. "It doesn't make sense that a
person of your obvious intelligence, manifestly knowing enough to make such minor
repairs yourself, would go so far from home, alone in such a small ship, without any
tools. Burnouts and shorts are apt to happen any time, you know."
"Not in the vessels of the . . ." Again Kathryn felt that unpronounceable symbol.
She also felt the stranger stiffen in offended dignity. "We of the higher orders, you
should know, do not perform labor. We think. We direct. Others work, and do their work
well, or suffer accordingly. This is the first time in nine full four-cycle periods that such a
thing has happened, and it will be the last. The punishment which I shall mete out to the
guilty mechanic will ensure that. I shall, at end, have his life."
"Oh, come, now!" Kathryn protested. "Surely it's no life-and-death mat. . ."
"Silence!" came curt command. "It is intolerable that one of the lower orders
should attempt to . . ."
"Silence yourself!" At the fierce power of the riposte the creature winced,
physically and mentally. "I did this bit of dirty work for you because you apparently
couldn't do it for yourself. I did not object to the matter-of-course way you accepted it,
because some races are made that way and can't help it. But if you insist on keeping
yourself placed five rungs above me on any ladder you can think of, I'll stop being a
lady—or even a good Girl Scout—and start doing things about it, and I'll start at any
signal you care to call. Get ready, and say when!"
The stranger, taken fully aback, threw out a lightning tentacle of thought; a feeler
which was stopped cold a full foot from the girl's radiant armor. This was a human
female— or was it? It was not. No human being had ever had, or ever would have, a
mind like that. Therefore:
"I have made a grave error," the thing apologized handsomely, "in thinking that
you are not at least my equal. Will you grant me pardon, please?"
"Certainly—if you don't repeat it. But I still don't like the idea of your torturing a
mechanic for a thing . . ." She thought intensely, lip caught between white teeth.
"Perhaps there's a way. Where are you going, and when do you want to get there?"
'To my home planet," pointing out mentally its location in the galaxy. "I must be
there in two hundred G-P hours."
"I see." Kathryn nodded her head. "You can—if you promise not to harm him.
And I can tell whether you really mean it or not."
"As I promise, so I do. But in case I do not promise?"
"In that case you'll get there in about a hundred thousand G-P years, frozen stiff.
For I shall fuse your Bergenholm down into a lump; then, after welding your ports to the
shell, I'll mount a thought-screen generator outside, powered for seven hundred years.
Promise, or that. Which?"
"I promise not to harm the mechanic in any way." He surrendered stiffly, and
made no protest at Kathryn's entrance into his mind to make sure that the promise
would be kept.
Flushed by her easy conquest of a mind she would previously have been unable
to touch, and engrossed in the problem of setting her own tremendously enlarged mind
to rights, why should it have occurred to the girl that there was anything worthy of
investigation concealed in the depths of that chance-met stranger's mentality?
Returning to her own speedster, she shed her armor and shot away; and it was
just as well for her peace of mind that she was not aware of the tight-beamed thought
even then speeding from the flitter so far behind her to dread and distant Floor.
". . . but it was very definitely not a human female. I could not touch it. It may very
well have been one of the accursed Arisians themselves. But since I did nothing to
arouse its suspicions, I got rid of it easily enough. Spread the warning!"